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| 今日有 D唔開心。心淡了! 知道左之前一直都俾人呃o個種感覺。。。真係唔知點形容? 我唔係想返轉頭﹐但係我唔知點解我會咁介意。我亦都唔想去諗。 可能真係未放得低過去既事。 救命呀! 好想返HK呀! 唔想理咁多野呀~ 每日求個天幫我都冇用。。 學我又唔想返﹐但係又好似係時候一定要返。我都唔知點算好? | | |
| 好耐都冇打個 xanga。呢一年有好多好多事發生!包括我自己﹐我屋企人﹐甚至我身邊既人。返左黎Melb兩個幾三個禮拜﹐又開左學成個月添。。。但係都仲未返過學! 呢一個月黎﹐我生命中少左個人﹐令到我好唔開心。。。但係另一方面又多左另一個人 o係我身邊支持我﹐幫我。。成日都要聽我發牢騷! 但係聽日開始我要面對一個situation。。。我唔知我應該點面對! 好驚。我驚我忍唔住。我應承過我自己我唔可以心軟﹐仲要做得好好睇睇添。P.S: 辣椒: 而家呢一刻好想對住你發牢騷。你永遠都係我最好既聆聽者﹐最明白我﹐最幫到我既人。一直以來都好多謝你。咁多年都冇變過。 | | |
| I miss the time when we were together. Miss the time when I see you, spending time with you~~ But now, everything is gone.... I really want those time back. I suppose to feel happy for you, but ....? WHY? Why I feel so different? I dun understand?
From now on, I dun think I'll receive anything from you, including sms or msn..... Coz I know, u dun need me anymore!
The SMS that I sent to you yesterday, it is my real feelings, hope you understand!!!
Now, no one will understand me, the only person understood my feelings has gone....
Where is my sweet life? What should I do when I'm sick now? No one warm water? No more medicine?
What should I do when I'm unhappy? Who should I talk to now? Should I still go back to HK?
I cried for whole day, but I still dunno why? My heart hurt for some reason..... What is happening?
So many things happened to me this 2 weeks?
1. School Assignment (which because of the following reason, made me can't concentrate)
2. School -> Work placement? HOW? WHEN? WHERE?
3. Dad came over, made our family so so many trouble and tears
4. A closest friend said something to me, and made me so crazy
5. Another friend heard about something from a gal, that is about how I said some bad thing about that friend (which I didn't), and now got so so so much troubles and shitty things happen. WHY NEED TO BLAME ON ME???
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| Long time haven't written xanga lu! During this half a year, I've been going up to x-over at least once a week... 酒鬼 ~~~ 酒鬼~~~ I shouldn't been drinking so much.... but can't help it!! Too much pressure, too much thingssss been happened! I can't stand it! Why things always hv to happen all da sudden lei?? One more thing, My baby mazda2, had sold to my mum's friend... so so so not happy!!! Only took me one day... then sold my car??!?!?! Why so fast lei?? at least give me another week!! Need to say BYE to my baby mazda tonite~~~ Now, driving Jazz~~~ Miss my car so so so so so much, 4 years la~~~ So fast >.< Finally, Chilli came over~~ Been waiting for so so so long, but atm only seen him once >.< Last week, so much fun bring Milky, Bobby and Potart out to play~ But Bobby so naughty and so "wet" to Potart.. ai...!! But Milky always is da most good good one!! HAHAHAHA | | |
| 為什麼你輕易俘虜我的心﹐我卻難以將你的目光拉近。 我的世界可以很大﹐大到擁有你的心。我的世界可以很小﹐小到只剩你的心。 總是期待你能偶而回頭﹐鼓舞我追逐後的汗水。 愛是翅膀﹐當你捨棄我時﹐我只有從兩千呎高空墮落。 不是每個灰姑娘﹐都能找到屬於自己的鞋。 任何情比金堅的約定﹐都比不上我們此刻在一起。 最重要的﹐不是愛上了誰。而是如何去愛。 品嘗過你的寂寞﹐讓我越來越孤獨。 告白沒有最佳的時機﹐只有最佳的那個人。 我們都無法回到過去﹐而前方也看不到光。 如果愛你是錯﹐我不要對。如果想你犯罪﹐槍斃我會比較乾脆。 其實說再多﹐也不過是用一百種方式說﹐我愛你。 愛情不是你想得到就能得到的。 為什麼幸福總是九彎十八拐？ 如果我們的相遇﹐是一個美麗的錯誤。那麼時間會治療我們內心的傷口。有一天﹐你
無意間想起我﹐仍然可以有一點點覺得幸福﹐對我來說﹐就值得了。 | | |
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